Disappointment

I try not to expect a lot out of people because I don't want to be let down by disappointment. But regardless there will always be a small bit of expectation especially when you have history with someone. I know I may not be perfect and I may not handle things in the most appropriate manner but anyone who knows me, knows that I will always try to be there for someone regardless of any personal issues.

I find it quite unfortunate and disappointing that this someone doesn't 'get it'. I know she cares.. or at least I think she cares.. but the approach to it was completely inappropriate. Instead of putting things aside, it was brought up at the wrong time.. this 'issue' between her and I is at no importance to me because there is something absolutely much more significant going on in my life.

My brother and friends have told me to let it go and not care because its obvious that she doesn't get it. But it's hard to not care because of the history and probably because of the expectation I have of her.. she started that fire.. and so now that bridge is burning.

-T